God has a plan for all people. That includes me. (Jeremiah 29:11) I often don't see how he could possibly make sense of my crazed life. I am learning to trust Him even when I don't see a way out. I know this period in my life, just like all the other, is going to help form me into a more Godly women. I want to be able to fixate my eyes on God and not so much on my surroundings. yeah im very confused right now. About more things in my life than I can express. I am confused and trying to believe that someone would want to be there for me in a relationship and go through everything with me. 

From the end of the earth I call to You when my heart is faint; Lead me to the rock that is higher than I.

Psalm 61:2

The Lord will be my rock and help me through everything, no matter where I go I have God and that is more than enough. (John 14:8) 

Heavenly Father, Help me to to turn you and make you my rock at all times so I do not shatter. I love you and want to always be able to feel your love and bask in your presence. Give me the strength to be able to depend on you and trust in you and Your plan for me.